Baby Blues
Written by maialancholy on November 27th, 2007The feeling of elation that I had before actually giving birth was replaced with feelings of anxiety and doubt. When reality kicked in, I have a baby to take care of and feed with my own milk… and I can’t pass on the responsibility to any one, not even my husband… I felt scared and frustrated. No one told me it would be this hard. Or I never bothered to listen to friends who had walked this path already.
Happy Buking Day!
Written by maialancholy on November 22nd, 2007
November 22 is our original anniversary. We became an item on this day. Even before we got 090906 as an anniversary, we had 1122 first. Tomorrow is Noel’s birthday and so you might think that I gave him my ‘yes’ because its his birthday the next day. Well, it was far from that… I never even considered answering him ‘yes’ for a couple more years to come, but hey, God has better plans. Wow, its been that long na eh? We actuall forgot all about November 22 na. Except for the fact that it comes before November 23. We agreed before that we won’t celebrate this date anymore since we got married. But how can you not? This is where it all got formally started… Lol.
By God’s Grace
Written by maialancholy on November 19th, 2007I have been so pre-occupied with trying to achieve things - have a squeeky clean home, yummy food on the table, orderly and made up bed all at the same time as being a professional milk machine to my son and a working from home mom and wife. I can’t accept failure. I had it all planned out. My schedule was plotted out, my goals written down and ready to be beaten. But I guess God has a better way for all things.
Looking for a Yaya
Written by maialancholy on November 15th, 2007Taking care of your little one is both a joy and a pain. That I knew from the little experience I have. No one told me straight to my face that it was hard. All they said was it was fun. Hah.